Hello Ladies,
Yes it had been a while since I last Posted. I have had a very up and down time. Ive been sick this week but I actully seemed to Lose .700gms this week. Which means Im not in the 80's and I have offically lost over 20kg! I also have a new motivation, My friend Is getting married later in the year and I would like to lose another 10kgs and to be able to wear a really "hot" dress. hehhe my other good news is That I brought some Bathers today! im very excited. Hope your all doing well.
xoxox
weight tracker
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Back from Holidays
Hey!
how are we? well im back from my holidays and its time to get back on track. I had a awsome time in Tassie and in Adeliade. I have re focused and its time to lose another 20kg!
My brother gets home tomorrow. Im going to pick him up from the airport. He has'nt seen me for 8 months and has no idea Ive lost 20kg so it will be great to see his face.
well Im leaving it there :)
Be good.
how are we? well im back from my holidays and its time to get back on track. I had a awsome time in Tassie and in Adeliade. I have re focused and its time to lose another 20kg!
My brother gets home tomorrow. Im going to pick him up from the airport. He has'nt seen me for 8 months and has no idea Ive lost 20kg so it will be great to see his face.
well Im leaving it there :)
Be good.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Hello from Tassie.
This week IM on holiday in Tassie. IM having a awsome time. Trying to be good with my eating and lots of long walks in the forrest and bush! Its Amazing the changes I have seen while on my holiday.
1) I can now sit in a plane seat with out the arms pushing up! YAY
2) I can now walk for 2 hrs on a hiking track and not die lol
3) I can now walk up stairs without huffing and puffing!
4) I actully ate a apple this week haha Thats a big thing for me!
Im off to enjoy my last couple of days in Tassie! YAY
This week IM on holiday in Tassie. IM having a awsome time. Trying to be good with my eating and lots of long walks in the forrest and bush! Its Amazing the changes I have seen while on my holiday.
1) I can now sit in a plane seat with out the arms pushing up! YAY
2) I can now walk for 2 hrs on a hiking track and not die lol
3) I can now walk up stairs without huffing and puffing!
4) I actully ate a apple this week haha Thats a big thing for me!
Im off to enjoy my last couple of days in Tassie! YAY
Friday, June 25, 2010
So annoyed!
This week i worked really well. I walked an hour a day every day and I did 3 exercise classes and I stayed in between my points but yet I put on .200. Soo annoying
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Fear of Failing.
My weight gain was due to be unhappy at school I think. I was'nt really picked on. But school was just not for me. Its a long story short. But When I was in year 12 (2002) I found out I had Dislexia (Hense the spelling mistakes) and so that finally put so Many pieces of my puzzle together. I had struggled all the way through school. Im very smart and very hands on... I dont learn the same as other kids. I learn in my own way in my own time. Dislexia is a wonderfull thing but also its hard to deal with when you dont know you have it.. and you wonder why your not the same as the other kids... So I went through school feeling like I was never good enough..
Its a big story to explain and IM trying to keep it short. But I guess I had this whole feel of failing at every thing in my life, so I just was'nt trying very hard at any thing.. and I guess my weight was a proctection around me. After I scraped through VCE, I decided I wanted to go over sea's. I didn't think I could cope with uni. So I went and worked in USA on cape cod at a summer camp and did a tour round New Zealand I was away for about 4 months in 2004. Then again in 2006 I went For a working holiday to the Uk. I worked in pubs for 6 months and travelled brittan irleand and europe for 9 months. After being away for 9 months you come back home and you fall into a big hole. Nouthing changes but yet everything changes. Friends move away, Some friend ships Have moved apart and I was left feeling lonenly and having no idea what was going to happen next in my life.. So there was a Major weight Gain there... 2008/2009 was a stressfull year. Working full time and Selling my house and extra family Issues and going over sea's again, This time I went to America, Canada, Alaska, England scotland and wales. But while I was in Alaska something changed, and I decided it was time for me to go back to study. I came home and did a Business Management course and I did really well, So I applyed for a animal Course which Im doing now.. Its Diploma in Animal techology.
So This year was The year to Make a CHANGE. I finally found Belief in my self and realized I can to do thing I never though I could. And that I really needed to give things a proper go in life and not worry to much if I fail. So as my first post I start Weight watchers for the 4 time a week before Xmas.
My Study is going Really well. Im doing Chemistry and Maths as subject and somehow there my best subjects. (at school I was terrible) And IM a top student. I have now lost 18.2kg since Xmas. I aim to lose another 1.8kg in 2 weeks so I can reach 20kg loss in 6 months.
well I am going to up load The 6 month photos. And you can see my resualts. :) Thanks for reading Its alot to get of my chest. But I tell you when you have figured out what has been holding you back for the last 8 years Its a weight Lifted off your shoulders and I feel freee.
Its a big story to explain and IM trying to keep it short. But I guess I had this whole feel of failing at every thing in my life, so I just was'nt trying very hard at any thing.. and I guess my weight was a proctection around me. After I scraped through VCE, I decided I wanted to go over sea's. I didn't think I could cope with uni. So I went and worked in USA on cape cod at a summer camp and did a tour round New Zealand I was away for about 4 months in 2004. Then again in 2006 I went For a working holiday to the Uk. I worked in pubs for 6 months and travelled brittan irleand and europe for 9 months. After being away for 9 months you come back home and you fall into a big hole. Nouthing changes but yet everything changes. Friends move away, Some friend ships Have moved apart and I was left feeling lonenly and having no idea what was going to happen next in my life.. So there was a Major weight Gain there... 2008/2009 was a stressfull year. Working full time and Selling my house and extra family Issues and going over sea's again, This time I went to America, Canada, Alaska, England scotland and wales. But while I was in Alaska something changed, and I decided it was time for me to go back to study. I came home and did a Business Management course and I did really well, So I applyed for a animal Course which Im doing now.. Its Diploma in Animal techology.
So This year was The year to Make a CHANGE. I finally found Belief in my self and realized I can to do thing I never though I could. And that I really needed to give things a proper go in life and not worry to much if I fail. So as my first post I start Weight watchers for the 4 time a week before Xmas.
My Study is going Really well. Im doing Chemistry and Maths as subject and somehow there my best subjects. (at school I was terrible) And IM a top student. I have now lost 18.2kg since Xmas. I aim to lose another 1.8kg in 2 weeks so I can reach 20kg loss in 6 months.
well I am going to up load The 6 month photos. And you can see my resualts. :) Thanks for reading Its alot to get of my chest. But I tell you when you have figured out what has been holding you back for the last 8 years Its a weight Lifted off your shoulders and I feel freee.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
How did I gtt to 110kg??
I was thinking to day The reasion I got to the weight I was. Ive been told that you have to discover the mental reasions for the weight gain, and it got me thinking today what has stopped me for losing weight ? and why was I carrying it round unnecessarly?.
Never for get...
Although I have just started to write my weight watchers blog and have'nt really had time yet to write about my progress.. But I had a thought tonight while I was talking to another WW friend. This friend has lost 27kg and looks Amazing but she said ,she has forgotten the old her. And she does'nt like to talk about those times. But I think its important not to forget who you were at those times. You need to remember what its like to Carry the extra Kgs and how you feel. But You never want to go back to that time... I am Happy I am No longer the 110kg me.. But I will never forget those times because that makes me who I am today. You cant just shut it out. what do you think?
The week before Xmas.
Hi !!
My name is Meg. It was a week before Xmas 2009. My mother sat me down to have a "talk" which went like this.. Meg you really need to lose weight, you dont look happy, your getting bigger and bigger and you dont look well. So Taking mums advise we decided to Join Weight watchers again. So a week before I walked through the WW doors for the 4th time in my life. but this time I had mum by my side. Although she does'nt need to lose alot of weight it was great to have her there. SO I swallowed my pride and got on to those scales for the first time in years. I weighed in at 109.6kg the heaviest I have ever been in my life. The feeling of realizing that I was that really big and admitting it was a very hard thing to do ( I was in denial).. and then I had to accept what the scales said and start my Weight Watcher journey again.
I decided This time I was going to change my Habbits and make it a Life choice.
This is how nearly 110kg of weight affected my life:
*I lost Conferdence
*Clothers where getting tighter and tighter, I didn't feel good in my clothes at all.
*I was starting to hide my self away, not wanting to go out to social events and gathering because my self esteme was very low.
*It annoyed me how my legs constently rubbed together, wearing skirts was getting hard.
*Sitting in a plane seat for 12 hrs was hard. Because I had gotten bigger the plane seats felt more uncomfortable and the arms of the seats started pushing upwards because of my weight.
*I was feeling worthless, meaningless and unhappy.
*I was loseing intreast in hobbies.
*I had no motivation or energy.
My name is Meg. It was a week before Xmas 2009. My mother sat me down to have a "talk" which went like this.. Meg you really need to lose weight, you dont look happy, your getting bigger and bigger and you dont look well. So Taking mums advise we decided to Join Weight watchers again. So a week before I walked through the WW doors for the 4th time in my life. but this time I had mum by my side. Although she does'nt need to lose alot of weight it was great to have her there. SO I swallowed my pride and got on to those scales for the first time in years. I weighed in at 109.6kg the heaviest I have ever been in my life. The feeling of realizing that I was that really big and admitting it was a very hard thing to do ( I was in denial).. and then I had to accept what the scales said and start my Weight Watcher journey again.
I decided This time I was going to change my Habbits and make it a Life choice.
This is how nearly 110kg of weight affected my life:
*I lost Conferdence
*Clothers where getting tighter and tighter, I didn't feel good in my clothes at all.
*I was starting to hide my self away, not wanting to go out to social events and gathering because my self esteme was very low.
*It annoyed me how my legs constently rubbed together, wearing skirts was getting hard.
*Sitting in a plane seat for 12 hrs was hard. Because I had gotten bigger the plane seats felt more uncomfortable and the arms of the seats started pushing upwards because of my weight.
*I was feeling worthless, meaningless and unhappy.
*I was loseing intreast in hobbies.
*I had no motivation or energy.
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